i wanna play at a gig! it’s really been a while.

i also don’t have a band to play with at the moment. but then again, can i really spare the time? yeah, i can (denial strikes!)! i have played for cheap before, i can again! will play anything! name it, i’ll (try) learn it. anything for the adulation (delusion strikes! and don’t forget to add the word grandeur), man. i would gladly pay any gals out there to throw their undies onstage too.

do i sound that desperate? damn right!!

i don’t care anymore! please. give this wannabe a job.

::aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggghhhhhh::

yes. ennui. will shut my trap and go clean my flat now.